On October 1st, 2004, Equinox was asked,

Could you please, from your perspective, talk about male, female and blended?

EQ: Are we speaking of genitalia?

No.

EQ: We are speaking of mindset?

Yes.

EQ: It doesn’t exist. It is trained. If thee took a group of infants and raised these infants exactly equally, dressed them exactly the same and that exact sameness would have no gender bias, they would adapt until puberty pretty much the same. Once the hormones kick in, and the secondary sex characteristics, the differences begin. Dost thou understand. Small entities of either sex have no hormone activity, consequently, no sexuality. Dost thou understand? Once that kicks in, then there are certain proclivities that those hormones create. Dost thou understand that? In males, the hormone creates more aggression, more linear thinking, activates specific areas of the brain. In the female, estrogen activates more areas of the brain, those areas being more emotional areas of the brain, more nurturing areas of the brain, less linear areas of the brain. Consequently, it appears as though there is a vast difference in the two. Dost thou understand? There are entities upon Terra that have more testosterone in the female and entities in the male that have more estrogen at puberty, and sometimes pre-birth. Dost thou understand? These activate different areas of the brain that are not traditionally activated. This what we believe thee are talking about with the blended individuals?

Yes.

EQ: These individuals have access, because of the additional hormone, to the areas of the brain that are traditionally the opposite sex’s. Dost thou understand? This can create for them a blending of gender, and can either create what thee would consider to be genderless - dost thou understand genderless?

Yes.

EQ: Or an entity that is more comfortable in the opposite gender. If this is exacerbated by a past life in which this entity has been mostly the opposite gender, then it becomes a very traumatic ordeal. Dost thou understand? It is truly not a choice, as far as the ego. It is, as far as the soul, and is usually saved for the bigoted entities in past lives. If an entity has been a male who has been very traumatic to females, what a wonderful gift to give him a male body that thinks he is a female. And vise versa.

I don’t understand what “no gender” meant.

EQ: Thee have never met an entity that has zero sex drive and doesn’t consider itself anything? Is it not sex drive that makes one act out its gender?

Yes.

EQ: Yes. That’s what kicks the hormones in.

So, your saying before birth, some folks have an understanding of both of those?

EQ: At birth, thee are nothing. Thee know that. That which becomes a penis or vagina is decided by a rush of hormones at a particular time in the uterus. Dost thou understand that?

Yes.

EQ: Some entities never get that hormone and they are undifferentiated sexually. Dost thou understand?

You mean they don’t have a vagina or a penis?

EQ: Or they have both. Some get the rush of the hormone, but then the other hormone rushes in stronger and they are differentiated, but their brain chemicals have been shifted. So, it can happen in either place. It can happen in utero, or it can happen via a continuation of it once it kicks in at puberty. Thee have an overabundance of estrogen that hit thee and thee said, “My, my! I’m a girl. I’m going to primp up, and I’m going to do my hair, and I’m going to become emotional, going to cry a lot, and I’m going to get breasts.” While your sons had an overabundance of testosterone that said, “My voice is going to shift, I’m going to become aggressive, and I’m going to become linear in my thinking.” Now, if either of you had an equal amount of the same, testosterone/estrogen, then it would activate thee differently, wouldn’t it?

Yes.

EQ: This is what we mean. Thee are, after all, chemical. Everything in thy body is ordered by chemicals.

I don’t know if this relates, but a person who would consider themselves to be bisexual…

EQ: No.

So, just a person who’s gay…

EQ: No. Not even gay. We are talking more along the line of transgendered entities or entities that are non-differentiated. If thee are talking sexual preference, now, bi-sexual, homosexual, lesbian, this is different. This is completely different. And this also has to do with a brain chemical, but it is not estrogen or testosterone. It is adrenaline.

Really?

EQ: In utero. Yes.

So, they wouldn’t be considered gay if they were in a man’s body feeling like a woman?

EQ: No! Absolutely not.

That’s not gay?

EQ: No. That’s not gay. Can thou imagine an entity that feels like a woman but has no desire for a man when they are not in the woman position?

I didn’t get that.

EQ: Let us say that thee were born male, but that thee have a longing to be female. Dost thou think that when thee are acting out the male self that thee want to be with men? It is only when they are acting out the female self that they might want to be with men.

So, if he’s a man, he’s really wanting to be with a woman.

EQ: If they are not homosexual. Thee are confusing gender and sexual preference. Dost thou understand? It is all chemically related, just different chemicals.

So, someone might have a stronger male side, yet still be a female. Or a man may have a more of a sensitive feminine side but he’s still a male.

EQ: And it can be extreme. It can be more than a sensitive, gentle side. It can actually be a longing to look and act like a woman, but yet, not consider themselves to be attracted to men.

Like cross-dressers.

EQ: Yes. Most of these entities do not necessarily want to run off and become enamored of the same sex. We are not saying all don’t, but most don’t. This is a very confusing thing, brain chemistry. It is wondrous.

It’s very intense.

EQ: And thee are learning more and more, thy scientists. It is wondrous. Hopefully it will then eradicate prejudices. For no one chooses - we are not talking of the soul here, we are talking the ego - no one chooses to be homosexual or lesbian. Can thee imagine that choice and how difficult that is? So, why would the ego one day say, “Oh my! I think I’ll make my life horrible and desire this person instead of this person?”

Living with the bigotry.

EQ: So, does it make sense to be bigoted against these entities? This is nothing they have endeavored to do to piss thee off.

It just happened.

EQ: It just happened. Just like the pigment of the skin. And an entity being black or yellow or red, it’s not a choice either of the ego.

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